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Finished Heavenly Tyrant and my first comment is.........
......... Qin Zheng was WAY too funny for how much he sucked. Made me feel so conflicted.
Anyways, Heavenly Tyrant is an amazing book, highly reccomend!!!
Power to the people ✊️
#rest in pieces you hilarious bastard#...........is what i WISH i could say#unfortunately he lives#sometimes love makes you a better person and sometimes it makes you a disgusting prick#are we surprised#shimin i love you please go back to yourself#you're the best of them all#yizhi you morally ambiguous king#i love you#quielo wen'er and taiping i love you#i love women#women solidarity rules#sima yi you continue to be funny despite being the worst#impressive#im sorry your boyfriend died#zetian.....#last but not the least#best for last#best disaster girl#keep trying keep winning#i believe in you#still hoping she can have a fling with a woman in book 3#are women inherently better? no. just statistically less likely to become a possessive psychopath about feeling lust for you#anyways great communism in this one#will maybe make some more coherent comment about the intersectionality of peace at some point#and how you cant have justicr unless EVERYONE has justice#heavenly tyrant#iron widow#heavenly tyrant spoilers
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he's coming
I'M NOT READY
#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 part 13 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 part 13 spoilers#OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OHMYGODOHMYGOD#armor of the dawn silver card...#(ahhhhhhh and the retrospect of sebek's card being the armor of eternal night AHHHHH)#show me the card twst. SHOW ME MY BOOOOOY#the schedule looks like it isn't even split up?! it's just going to be all of 13 at once?!#oh my god and lanterns goes til the 5th are we seriously#are we seriously maybe getting THE END OF EPISODE 7 NEXT WEEK#i know i said i wouldn't believe episode 7 was ending until we got diadorm reruns...but also. BUT ALSO#wishing lanterns you truly were the eye in the middle of the storm weren't you#god. if it really is the 5th then we gotta be getting the card reveal on monday or tuesday then right? right?!#welcome back to the best and worst part of twst announcements: the part where all our heads fall off as we shriek WHAT DOES IT MEAAAAAAN#(just me? whoops)#(i am feeling SO validated though between the card name and the timing so brb i'm gonna ascend to my final form of overthinking anime games#(i mean i was like 90% sure we were getting a silver card of some kind)#(but once wishing lanterns came out i was like 'oh maybe we're not getting it before the anniversary then')#anyway of course disclaimer that we don't know what it means yet and for all we know it could be something absolutely unexpected#(who could have anticipated half of these dreams honestly)#(STARING AT TREY)#buuuuuuut it sure does sound like we're gonna get some silver dream huh#perhaps some silver dream where meleanor never died huh#PERHAPS SOME SILVER DREAM THAT CAN ONLY BE SOLVED BY LILIA ACTUALLY SAYING THE WORDS 'MY SON' HUH#at this point if we get out of episode 7 without someone saying 'silver vanrouge' i'm going to be forced to do something drastic#(by which i mean rectify the situation with fanart)#(the best solution to anything)
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obviously all the characters in Interview With The Vampire have such tragic pasts, and they each have so many good lines of dialogue that beautifully capture that trauma, but the one I just keep coming back to is Armand saying, voice shaking, "No one has painted me in over 400 years". It's the sadness and resentment in his voice, the implications of it, partly he just misses Marius I'm sure, but I really think that it's more than that, Armand is so deeply insecure, I can't help but think that maybe he doesn't consider himself worthy to be painted, he says "No one has painted me in over 400 years" and I can't help but hear "It has been 400 years since I was worth painting"
#ANYWAYS yall think Daniel can paint at all 👀#one thing about Armand that i didn't realize until i read the Devil's Minion chapter is that Armand considers vampirism such a curse#like he basically says to Daniel when they first meet “i wouldn't wish vampirism on my worst enemy. why tf would i turn an innocent like u?#so like yeah i think Armand doesn't see himself as worthy of being painted anymore :(#amc interview with the vampire#interview with a vampire#interview with the vampire#interview with the vampire amc#armand#armand the vampire#amc armand#armand de romanus#the vampire armand#armand iwtv#iwtv#amc iwtv#iwtv amc#iwtv meta#devil's minion#the devil's minion#devils minion#the devils minion#like i know that's not what the post is abt but Daniel could fix Armand i do believe that#and by fix him i mean make him worse in the best way#my posts
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fitz fans do NOT read unraveled it is like stepping into an active war zone
#mellore#kotlc#finally got my hands on an online copy and ctrled f fitz as you do#maybe ONE mention has him in a good light.#on another note. strangling alvar with my bare hands#on ANOTHER note. why can keefe not say fitz normally . like stop throwing on the y what is the point.#i could never wish a brother or bestfriend like alvar and keefe on my worst enemy. well maybe a little
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Guess which outfit I wore on my only public outing to the grocery store today and what I’ve been wearing to draw outside, clean like crazy, and give my dogs a spa day😭😭
Plus my studio ghibli redraw of Seb and Eloise🥹🥹🥹 they look like BABIES😭♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️
#Tuesdays are kind of like my day off🫶 so I take advantage and do a LOT !!!!!#btw things with me are better not fixed but better we are working on it♥️#Lots and lots of uncomfortable terrible but necessary conversations#and starting therapy which is scary bc I do NOT like opening up except on tumblr which is my stupid diary#anyways I genuinely love all of you and I hope to be more present here agian soon#ignoring the fandom nonsense I almost wrote my own post about it#but it basically could be summed up by interact with what you’re interested in#ignore what you want#and there aren’t many creators active atm and we all support each other#so if there’s anything you wish you could see in the fandom that people aren’t posting about#maybe you could create it yourself🫶 people are nice I swear#and I’m getting so sad and tired of people assuming everything is disingenuous bc what does it accomplish to just assume the worst of people#ok that’s my rant it’s all I’m going to say about this whole nonsense♥️
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honestly some of the wish hate i'm seeing is valid and some of it is the most insane opinions you've ever seen in your life. once again i am saying to ppl like "this is the worst disney movie" go watch beauty and the beast 3: belle's magical world and come back to me on that ok. watch the live-action mulan. if you didn't like the plot of wish at least it looked fucking spectacular. have you seen hunchback of notre dame 2?? you cannot tell me that wish is irredeemable garbage until you have watched hunchback of notre dame 2. "well that wasn't made for theatres–" chicken little. ralph breaks the internet. pocahontas has been spitting on the memory of a dead indigenous girl since 1995. it's okay if you went in expecting something as good as encanto and didn't get it but the absolutely insane takes of "the entire thing was just bad references" "magnifico was right and asha and amaya were the villains" "it was ugly and disrespectful" like shut UP and sit through mulan 2.
#mine#wish 2023#disney wish#wish disney#negativity i guess?#more negativity about the negativity#*i* personally loved this movie! i feel like you could say it's bland at WORST#the fact everyone's decided it's the second coming of satan is. insane to me#also half the time it's just 'we get it. you think chris pine is hot and cant relate to the main character of color. like ok move on'
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perhaps my most #cancelable videogame take i can post on this website is i think that the kind of people who say that anyone who picks the "morally wrong" or "mean" options in video game dialogue should, as a player, feel bad about their own choices/morals in real life. is that those people are just another flavor of the kind of dudes who play Disco Elysium and get mad for not being rewarded for picking the facist options. both of these groups are reducing games to "a thing I want to agree with me and everyone else who doesn't either suffers or does not have the option to play a character who behaves otherwise" rather than "a medium where you get to (or even Have to) explore different kinds of characters in order to experience the full depth of the story and characters in it."
When I want to pick options in a game that are mean, negative, arrogant, or ignorant, it's because I want to explore what would push a character into becoming that kind of person. Sometimes I want to see how the NPC characters who I-The-Player like/agree with react to someone who is fundamentally different from them. I think it's GOOD actually when the narrative allows you to push limits and especially when it has the option to then punish you for it in some way, such as losing options/routes later on, or companions straight up abandoning you for your choices. It DOES often make me deeply, viscerally uncomfortable to make choices in a game that are so counter to my own, but it means I get to experience that discomfort in an isolated environment and also think about what it means, what would push the character or even yes a real person into actually feeling those things. And I get to play with what ways the narrative could challenge them/make them grow over the course of the game--or on the other side, it can let me make a character who does start off more open/accepting but let the events of the narrative push them into being more reactively closed-minded instead.
I like that we have invented a medium where you can play a game multiple times and experience it differently depending on the character you play as. Books and TV and movies are all static--the greatest draw of games to me is the ones that are responsive, that can tell a slightly different story every time--when other characters in the game respond differently to you because of it, or some paths open up and others don't. And so yes it did disappointment me when a franchise that previously had these elements, Dragon Age, did not include them in the most recent installment. I don't think games should have options where you get to just hit a button to say something racist with no consequences or exploration into why a character would do that. but like, if i can only ever play a game as an upstanding person who is morally right all the time in basically the same flavor for every dialogue. I only get to truly play that game Once, you know? And I only get to see the way the companions react to someone they like and trust. And never really go deeper than that.
So like... I just sit and think about the scenes you can get in Inquisition. with Cassandra breaking down, because she fears she placed a would-be tyrant at the head of a powerful organization--that she searched and searched and chose wrong. Of Varric who is desperate to convince you not to become a monster, like the last person he feels betrayed him. Vivienne intentionally pissing you off because she wants to see how far you'll go when angered, how much she has to worry about your reactions. They say so much about the companions, what they fear most, and where they will draw the line. And especially in Inquisition, at these crisis points--you don't have to double down. Your character can have a come-to-Andraste moment where they go "woah... is that really how people see me? is this what i want?" and I think that kind of option can do way more for encouraging actual players to examine the choices they make in stories, more than locking the player into supportive, non-aggressive options does.
now. do i think all games execute these flavors well? no. writers and devs will have their own biases and blind spots, even if they are otherwise well-intentioned. and I don't think the ends of the scale need to extend from "absolute angel" to "horrible bigot", because the real complexity of course lies in the middle. I am not asking for games to let me be bigoted at every turn, what I want is games that let me make the protagonist deeply flawed in one or more ways--fearfully closed-minded to things outside their upbringing, or afraid of change to the status quo, or who want to advance their own aims regardless of consequences to others. I actually agree that the game was correct not to include any options for disrespecting Taash and their personal journey for example, but I do wish... idk maybe that we could have had a scene where if for instance the player character avoided outside-world missions relating to clearing away blight, they could confront us on how this might devastate the natural world and its creatures like dragons, and push us into trying to resolve it. Or in the other direction, if you spend the (currently meaningless) time giving money to background NPCs begging in the cities, Neve could could have a special cutscene thanking you for your attention to people otherwise beneath notice. You know?
And of course not every game can do this, I can write those sentences up there that represent hundreds of hours of dev time, of course they can't do it all. But the prior games usually did have at least a little of this, and that was enough to make me really fall in love. I KNOW the tumultuous development cycle, restarts from scratch, interference from higher-ups all contributed to why Veilguard was unable to hit those same marks this time. And we probably won't ever know how much of the loss of options/reactivity was intention vs a side effect of these things. But I wish people wouldn't frame players who miss these aspects as insane/morally corrupt. When for most of us it's because we genuinely enjoy challenging and exploring these aspects of reality in fiction in a way entirely unlike what we actually support in real life. i fully acknowledge not everyone desires to play this way. and that's fine!!! i am glad people can enjoy doing a "good" run each time that brings them joy. but for me it really limits the potential bounds of my enjoyment i guess. I like media that is complicated and messy and makes me think, and extra so when I get to see how playing that way impacts the greater story around it.
#idk man. i need to stop writing the same damn post over and over i know. i just Keep Seeing That Shit Again you see#its my own failing. to think that 'but if you listen to me this time and see my perspective you'll finally Get It'#when like other ppl are just not interested in that. we simply come to games for different things#but seeing posts that say 'it says a LOT about a player who chooses x' well maybe it Doesn't Actually. reflect their real life at all#there are of course going to be bad actors everywhere. but instead of turning them into Boogymen and accusing each other#i wish that conversations could just be taken in good faith that Some People Desire Different Things#without having to somehow be bad people for disagreeing with you#veilguard critical#datv critical#dav critical#datv spoilers#da4 spoilers#ramblings#i don't Hate veilguard by any means. i enjoyed the game play and like many other aspects of it and i love the characters#i just wish we got to see more sides of them and who they could be when pushed to extremes#like we did the last games#'jade these thoughts belong in a DM with your besties not tumblr' well alas neither of them Wanted to play veilguard bc of the above#so here i am with nowhere else to go besides my personal tumblr ot get it out 😞#the worst thing a piece of media can be to me is Uninteresting. because at least something that's Nasty has something its trying to say
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can we all collectively agree that this video sucks so much ass
#(mostly taken from my insta stories):#just rewatched this video after a couple of years and yeeeeeah...#most of this guys points fall completely flat now that ive watched the entirety of woy#brother really did not just say that sylvia made the show worse at times and that it wouldnt affect the story much if she wasnt there 😭😭#like. its so blatantly obvious he didnt watch all of the episodes#also dont even get me STARTED on how he missed the entire point of the box and as a result claimed it was the worst episode#man. i could go on and on abt how terrible this video is but otherwise we would be here forever so i'm curious to hear other ppls thoughts#also also!!! fyi do NOT go and harass this guy just because he made a dogshit video 5 years ago#at the end of the day he just wanted to make a video abt woy n i can respect that immensely because its a great show#..i just wish it was a better video 😭#wander over yonder#woy#savewoy#not art
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re that post about the warping of valid discussion into something really stupid from last night, obviously that's about real life but I think as with many things it's helpful to use the same analysis for fandom contexts. To use the same pattern:
"Misogyny is a huge problem IRL and in fandom" absolutely true
"If a character is a mother, people tend to judge her primarily on that basis and not as a complete person who exists outside of the context of motherhood" also extremely true
"it's misogynist to dislike a specific character who happens to be a mother" you have to provide some more analysis if you want to make an argument, otherwise you're just kind of like, the equivalent of a toddler putting their hands over their eyes and thinking people can't see you; also you better have a perfect track record of stanning characters who are mothers yourself if a single character can make or break this.
#really it is a very basic and obvious problem to people with any kind of like. grounding in statistics through any means#a broadly true statement (weight is not a measure of self worth and is the result of a huge variety of factors)#gets applied in full to a specific case without any customization (specific person might genuinely wish to change their diet if they could)#or falsely generalized in another direction (ignoring that exercise is good for you for reasons other than weight loss)#you HAVE to look at patterns; if you apply the pattern to every specific case you are simply ignorant at best and stupid at worst#it's a deeply self-centered approach too. it's like. let's say someone asks for candy bar recs and someone says snickers#it would be UNHINGED of me to be like well i can't eat snickers so this is a problematic recommendation#however. people do this every day bc they refuse to accept their perspective is not the only one
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office work CC culture is so funny to me. sometimes the person you email just CCs a random person or several random people in with no explanation, and you never find out who these people are or why they needed to be included in. They never say anything. Do they even read these emails? maybe it just clogs up their inbox
Also funny is ppl who care about the nebulous hierarchy of importance or power as represented by listing order in CC. OBJECTIVELY funny thing to get worked up about; and yet, some people do
I can't decide if Q should have no opinions on this, or sets of Highly Nuanced And Specific Opinions about it.
Maybe it's both-- *he* doesn't care, BUT he knows exactly who DOES, and absolutely weaponizes it when he deems necessary.
for example
"Dear Quartermaster,
Thanks for taking care of xyz! Just as a gentle reminder, emails should be listed in the CC field in order of importance of the receiver's role in the project.
Best regards,
Janet Walker"
"Dear Ms. Walker,
Thank you for the very valuable contribution on this highly significant project. However the receivers list was correctly configured. If you have concerns about the division of duties within the project feel free to discuss this with your supervisor offline.
Have a good evening,
Q"
Like. it's gotta be fun, right? to be able to snark so openly but plausibly deniably. It's, like, recreational. Like if you're gonna PVP *him* about it oh boy you better be ready to catch rocks.
#aka. god I wish *I* could PVP back at some of these damned people#but alas my job is customer facing so it's not retail but it still kind of is a CS job....#NOT fair that these people can be their worst selves to me but I gotta be my best self or at least my okay self to them...#I have a custom Microsoft Teams Legal Sharks stamp that says 'hi r u fckn stupid? sincerely thanks' that I WISH I could send to people...#but alas... instead I must. type the snarky reply. then sit on it so I can come back and neutral it at least#I bet you *Q* never has to go back and throw in a 'hope you've been well' at the beginning of his emails... >:c#also can I say. 'take it offline' is the funniest thing to me in modern business speak#it's all online. 'take it offline' just means 'not in front of everyone'#but like. chances are it's still online lmao
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heartwarming! their shared antisemitism bridges all political gaps!
#i just saw a few posts saying they were shocked that something like that happened in colorodo given how blue of a state it is#and it would be poor taste to directly comment on their post but i wanted to express my thoughts on the matter:#when we are talking antisemitism it applies just as much to the right as to the left#their reasons for hating jews might be different but ultimately it boils down to the same thing#and secondly the fact of the matter is democrats are not only doing jack shit about antisemitism but they are harboring#antisemites leftists and islamists which all feed off of each other#meanwhile republicans are actually doing stuff about this. now are their motivations pure? mostly not#they're probably *not* doing this because they just love jews so much#it's more that all of this shit is anti western and anti american#so yeah although i wish i could say otherwise it doesn't shock me at all#i have received infinitely more support from my conservative friends in light of like everything post 7. october than liberal friends#as a matter of fact i pretty much lost my liberal friends#and it is consistently the case that the most liberal states and most liberal institutions are tolerating the worst cases of antisemitism#it's the result of a lot of complex things but the big message i'm trying to get across here is that no political affiliation which absolve#anyone from antisemitic tendencies because the whole point of antisemitism is that it's universally appealing#these thoughts are my own and i'd be lying if i said they weren't fueled by my emotions#i feel really strongly about this#so feel free to push back but i'll get off my soapbox now#Oh editing to add i do NOT deny that antisemitism exists on the right. That's not my point to be clear
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hi guys. did you know thta i love my friends. becuase i do. i love you guys /p
#shilo speaks#ohhhh its too late for this#but tag rant we gi#i have a whole post i was gonna send but it is NOT lore dump time yet#but i genuinely dont know what id do w out my irl friends#i loce them all#so much\#and i wish i could show them that more#becuase they all matter to me so much#seeing each of their faces at school every day just makes me feel like#idk#connected#and a part of smth#like i matter??#becuase i havent mattered#not me#the idea of me has#but me as a person? none of my old friends knew him#nobody did#i didnt#gahdamn i flashbanged myself fuck you pinterest#anywyas#i was nowhere even close to using another name last year#and being near the incredible people im arround currently has just made me learn to accept who i am and love me for me#and i dont know how to repay any of them for that#or even tell them that for that matter#i can give them gifts#and text them/call#but i dont know hwo to physically say how much all of the have doen for me#fuck some of them got me out of the fucking worst thing ive ever been apart of
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The world's worst stick figure and the bravery it takes to post it online has more value than anything genAI could ever do
#the amount of times i wish I could just yell at someone to draw a stick figure instead......#and if anyone says some shit like i cant even draw a stick figure or a circle right i'll just fucking kill you#i have no pity. get over yourself. grab a piece of paper. a pencil. draw a stick figure. and take a pic with your phone and post it#and if you complain even one (1) time. i snap your neck.#*jigsaw voice* draw circle without self deprecating about your art skills or you be put in the femur breaker machine#like my answer to this shit has genuinely just become violence#in the most aggressive. angry. and yet well intended tone possible. get the fuck over yourself.#i will strap your to a table and hand you a crayon and you can cry and scream all you want while you do it. but you are drawing that stick#figure. and will you are done. you will feel like a fucking toddler getting a bandaid ripped off. and realize it wasnt that.#it will be the worst thing in the world for five seconds. and then you can get the fuck over it or shut the fuck up and admit youre a coward#AND NOTICE HOW NONE OF THIS IMPLIES THE STICK FIGURE OR CIRCLE HAS TO BE 'GOOD'#personal
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For the next like, two days, Boys and Wolves will be tagged with Geta & Cara instead of Geta/Cara.
I do not anticipate this state to last any longer than that, but presently the & team of demons in our head has scored a win.
I fucking hate tagging this fic I swear to god. No matter what we do with it it's going to give the wrong impression to someone. The A/N section to explain the relationship tag is several miles long and even that I don't think helps.
Like yes it's platonic. No they're not being platonic about it. Questions? Me too.
#writing talk#what do you call a pair of boys who've never been anything#if not the best and the worst of one another#who have no boundaries#who will consider no other being to be as they are#who will never elevate another to the world they share together#but who are still inherently siblings above other things#feel for each other at the core how a sibling should#but nobody ever taught them boundaries#and even if boundaries would have been taught#upholding them would isolate them from every comfort they have#like. how do you fucking tag that shit#inventing a new symbol for this relationship specifically#looking up a hieroglyph for 'a big fucking mess'#this is coming literally one chapter before like.....#such a scene#and I don't know if I can with good conscience#still tag that scene with &#even when the scene itself is a firm rejection of /#the fact that it exists alone challenges the &#I wish I was writing a book so I wouldn't need to make these choices?#like when you pick up a book#you read what it says#and make up your own goddamn mind#I wish I could do the same here.#just let people read and make up their minds#honestly I think this bit is unfair with fanfiction#we're not allowed ambiguity#because the tagging systems demand that lines are drawn.
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who else haunted by an apology you never got the chance to make???? 🤪🤪🤪
#this isn't too serious this is about my college roommate#i was awful and i think about it all the time and wish i could send her a pizza and say any resentment is justified i'm so sorry#but i don't keep track of people. i don't know her last name i don't know how to contact her or if she'd even want that#i just think about it constantly for some fucking reason#if you're out there....man i'm sorry i didn't try harder to be friends i was 19 and at my absolute worst#I'm sorry about the illegal rat cage i never cleaned#literally i wish i could pay you reparations you wouldn't have to say a word to me just receive 'you didn't deserve that' + 50 usd#i think part of why this particular memory is so persistent- and has been for years like it constantly comes up when i'm tired-#is because the stakes are relatively low#like i was just a shit. i was just annoying and unkind. and then we both moved on and i'm better now and i assume she's ok.#the scope of it is just small enough.... like a burr. in my brain.#I'm hoping if i throw this into the ether i won't think about it as much lol#m2a
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